Here it is – this week’s recycled blog entry. This one hit cyberspace on January 27 about a year ago. No wonder the subject matter resonated with me. For the past two months, I’ve been consumed with writing the book that came out of the proposal mentioned in the old post.
Surprising how many feelings remain the same a year later, though the rough draft is almost 2/3 complete. The the oh-my-goodness-I-can’t-possibly-fill-this-blank-screen-with-enough-words-to-be-anything-substantial sensation returns with the start of each new chapter. But more than that, my heart still overflows with gratitude for all those who volunteered to share their families’ stories. Their wisdom and perseverance will be the heart of this book, and I’m blessed by the opportunity to share their stories.
But before I go off on the here and now, let’s go back to January 27, 2010 and see what what happening that snowy, snowy day.
Book Proposal Update – Recycled
A burden lifted from my shoulders last week when I mailed my latest book proposal to the editor. Not that this proposal was extra-difficult to write. Once I got past the stages of oh-my-goodness-I-can’t-possibly-fill-this-blank-screen-with-enough-words-to-be-anything-substantial, and how-do-I-organize-this-beast, and why-did-I-think-this-topic-was-a-good-one, it quickly took shape.
Chapter topics to address and resources to include became evident, thanks to three women – Cheryl, Cindy, and Lorie – who shared their struggles as moms of kids with special needs. They words were the hope other parents need to hear. And their experiences created a road map for the common journey parents embark upon when they discover their child has special needs.
Working with them was delightful, as was weaving their stories and suggestions into the proposal. So the sensation of immense relief once the proposal was sent surprised me. Since the relief wasn’t the result of completing a dreaded task, it must have come from fulfilling a responsibility I didn’t feel equipped to handle.
For now, the baton of responsibility has been passed on the publication committee. Since they’re praying about the proposal, along with me and my agent, if they decide I’m up to the task, I’ll take the baton and run with it.
Until they decide, I’m moving on to other things: researching and writing www.DifferentDream.com blog posts, writing articles to promote A Different Dream for My Child, preparing for upcoming speaking engagements, and maybe, just maybe, finding time to work on my new mystery series idea. Hopefully, two things will happen before everything is checked off the list: the publication committee will make a decision and winter will be over.
Either one will make me smile!
